I look like my Franziska icon now. ;-;

I was going to write a post-con report and I was wandering if I had wrote one last year; so, I was browsing through my past journals, and I came upon the one about my parents getting divorced.

and then I cried because I realized how much it still sucks.

Not to mention other things that I happened in the past few months...

Like in early February, my mom's mom (my grandmother) passed away. It's hard because I didn't see her often in the first place, and the last time I saw her was more than a year ago. That was the two weeks in February when my dad came to take care of me while my mom was in Venezuela. It also made me realize how much I miss my dad because we enjoyed our time together so much. We cooked and we had dinner with Danny and it was just a lot of fun. I miss things the way they were.

I just want to school to be over as well; I just have all this useless shit looming over my head that I don't want to do. I cried last week during first block purely out of stress, but Ms. Brashear told me it was okay and that she does that a lot too. I went and cried in the bathroom... and it felt weird. -_- Almost like I was watching myself cry

Anyhow.. now I'm tired.. and my throat hurts.

THE END

I will write a con report soon to cover up this emo journal.